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2023.03.26 00:30 SurgeonOffDeath It is highly unlikely we will get true Gen 5 remakes

I know it's next on the list when looking at Game Freak's remake history, but look at what we got with the Gen 4 remakes. What I mean by that is, there is no realistic scenario where we get Gen 5 remakes that combine BW with its sequels, and it's honestly wishful thinking at this point to assume we'll get anything other than a poor-man's version of the original Black and White. Best case we get a Legends Arceus style game to go along with it, but I think recent history tells us Pokemon will ship out whatever they can to coincide with a release schedule as opposed to giving devs time to make a substantial product.
It's for this reason I would much rather just be able to play and access the originals on Switch, but I don't think that will happen for a long time, if ever. I don't mean to doompost, I just see a lot of people coming up with different ideas of how GF will handle the remakes, and I don't think there's been a precedent set to give us optimism we'll get anything more than BW with the BDSP engine.
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2023.03.26 00:30 TemporalDiscourse R2 attack and Skills Fail Sporadically

I've tried getting into this game a few times in the past and it never stuck. But, I wanted to give it another try while waiting to get a current gen console and Diablo when it releases this summer.
The game is.. Pretty good... I spend a lot of time looking stuff up but whatever.
I'm having some technical issues and, while looking those up, I've been REALLY surprised that so many of the same problems seem to crop up frequently... Buttons and interface seem to be a consistent issue across the board.
My R2 Heavy Attack just goes out randomly... Everything else works, the button works on other games... It just stops working for ESO... I've ran through all the suggestions I can find but it still happens.
Kind of makes the game unplayable, and I don't love the game enough to just let it go or work around it... It's a basic attack, it should work. This seems to be a really common thing even after the game has been out so long.
Second, as a sorcerer, some of abilities seem to work when they want to. Sometimes they don't fire at all, sometimes it goes through the animation and hits the enemy but doesn't actually do anything.... Mostly looking at Daedric Curse on this one... Can't even damage a mud crab or skeever with that spell.
Also, a few of the skills (all of which I've used extensively just fine, up till last night) on my bar will randomly grey out in combat and/or have had their range reduced so that I have to be right on enemies before they color in and I can use them.
Endless Fury, Crystal Fragments, and Force Shock all do this, all say they are effective to 28m. Destructive Touch has a 14m range but does the same thing.
Before, I was slinging everything from a distance, now I'm a melee wizard. Awesome.
The R2 thing is just an issue with the game, I may try to be patient with that. But the skills not triggering or working..... Am I missing something?
I love ES but this one is really not that fun... They make it so you almost HAVE to have ESO+ just for the inventory space... Unless you're ridiculously patient.... But where is that money going if the game is still so glitchy after all this time??
There are several message boards describing issues like this, complete with people raging that the devs can't seem to address it.
I'm willing to concede that I've only played the game for a few weeks, I could be missing something obvious, but these seem like glaring issues with the game itself.... Anyone else having issues with basic things that make this game for frustrating than fun?
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2023.03.26 00:29 DisastrousTrust325 30 [M4F] #NYC Looking for patient and fun FWB

Hello there thanks for checking out my post. I am just a fairly average guy looking for a fun and patient FWB. I am a bit quiet by nature but open up when I am comfortable which is where the patient request comes in lol. I struggle with meeting people in real life hence the quiet part which is why I find it quite a bit more enjoyable to start online and chat where its a bit easier to be yourself and convey opening thoughts and messages.
I am open to all levels of experience as I wouldnt consider myself overtly experienced anyway. Just wanting to have someone to have fun with, relax, watch a movie, grab dinner etc. Perfect outcome would be essentially like were dating but without the strings lol.
Exchanging pictures early on would be nice to gauge mutual attraction as that is important.
As a brief description I am white around 6ft tall 185lbs with dirty blonde hair and brown eyes.
Willing to answer any questions or concerns you may have! Good luck in your search and stay safe!
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2023.03.26 00:29 dreaded_python Oil Light Question

Hey everyone, question from a complete novice.
I have a 1999 Rav4 I inherited from a family member who had owned it since 1999. I don't think she was big on maintenence, and I haven't taken that very seriously in the few years I've had it. I typically only need it for short distance trips.
The oil light came on recently and I checked the dipstick. Sure enough I was low on oil so I quickly filled it with oil we had at home. Even with a full tank the light was still on and I realized I put in the wrong viscosity, 10w-30 when it takes 5w-30. I did an oil change and replaced the 10w for the 5w and got a new drain plug. I haven't changed the filter yet. That was at 99,657 miles.
I drove for a few minutes and no oil light was on. Then I fully stopped at a sign and saw the oil light flicker then become solid, which hadn't happened any other time I fully stopped in the trip up to that point. This continued to happen, then it would flicker and become solid just when I began braking, then when I just lightened up on the accelerator, and then even when I was full on accelerating and at all the previously mentioned states. Sometimes it would go from solid to flickering to solid without me changing acceleration.
I've taken the car out since and the same pattern repeats. Nothing for a few minutes, then the oil light when I stop, and so on. No leaks from the drain plug or the oil pan, no puddles or drips anywhere. I checked the dipstick and it's perfectly filled, no noticeable change in oil levels. I don't hear any concerning sounds, no metal grinding or bangs.
I'm going to get it looked at, but I'm curious if there's any insight into what the issue could be before I do. If it's likely a faulty sensor or something more serious. I also have an issue with the EGR system, I need to change the VSV but I haven't heard of the EGR and oil systems having much to do with each other.
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2023.03.26 00:29 Jenny_fer24 I'm so tired of assholes

I'm not looking for advices, I know in most things im wrong and I'm not perfect, I just need to get this thing out of my system. Last year I met some people that used me and insulted me and I used to just feel sorry for them, to excuse they behaviors and to give myself the fault. I know it's completely wrong and it took me a long time to realize it.
I ended up being really attached to these people, I didn't want to let them go no matter the abuses. After a year i found some people that helped me get out of all that and now I'm still trying to get over it.
Since then I have been paranoid every time I meet new people because I think that I'm gonna find new assholes that want to use me and I won't notice it. And infact it happend again.
Found a new guy, he started to text me, he was strange at first and I had a bad feeling but I ignored it and told myself that I was just being paranoid and that he was a good person. Obviously those bad feelings were right.
He started to get upset if I didn't text him for a day or two, and I was always the first one to write or he wouldn't say a word. At the very start of our friendship he said that I was going to leave him at some point because everyone does (fun fact: I didn't end the friendship but he did).
I'm a very curious person so I ask a lot of questions, that he didn't like because one day he started to say that I was being "strange" and to emphasize the fact that "he is in a relationship". I wasn't trying to flirt with him and I'm still wondering if I gave him the wrong vibes.
In the end I asked a question, he got all suspicious about it and before I had the time to answer, he blocked me on every social media. I tryed to text him and understand if I did something wrong but he just said that I'm dumb, I'm trash, that I don't understand things, that asking why he blocked me is dumb because I should know it.
After that I just stopped texting but his words hit me deep and I can't get them out of my head because I don't know what I did wrong. I was just trying to be a good friend, to be there for him even if he wasn't there for me when I needed him.
I know this is all dumb and I should get over it but his word are stuck in my head now, and it all makes me think about the people from the past that I still can't get out of my head. I feel so crazy right now.
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2023.03.26 00:29 DisastrousTrust325 30 [M4F] #NYC Looking for patient and fun FWB

Hello there thanks for checking out my post. I am just a fairly average guy looking for a fun and patient FWB. I am a bit quiet by nature but open up when I am comfortable which is where the patient request comes in lol. I struggle with meeting people in real life hence the quiet part which is why I find it quite a bit more enjoyable to start online and chat where its a bit easier to be yourself and convey opening thoughts and messages.
I am open to all levels of experience as I wouldnt consider myself overtly experienced anyway. Just wanting to have someone to have fun with, relax, watch a movie, grab dinner etc. Perfect outcome would be essentially like were dating but without the strings lol.
Exchanging pictures early on would be nice to gauge mutual attraction as that is important.
As a brief description I am white around 6ft tall 185lbs with dirty blonde hair and brown eyes.
Willing to answer any questions or concerns you may have! Good luck in your search and stay safe!
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2023.03.26 00:29 dmatOW 20M [M4F] Want to be my girlfriend (or just friends)? :3 [relationship] [friendship]

Hey! I’m currently looking for a girlfriend 😊 I’m a very sweet, loving and loyal guy. I will always treat my girlfriend with respect and my goal is to always make her happy 😊 I’m a little shy at first but I’ll open up to you when we get to know each other better.
Just to get an idea what I look like I have longish blonde hair blue eyes and about 6’2.
Some of my interests are anime (I’m a really big otaku tbf :3 lol), video games and going on walks.
If interested, send me a message and tell me a little about yourself (ω^)
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2023.03.26 00:29 ThatOneClone Confused how family plan works - charged twice?

I’m in my moms apple family plan for Apple Music. I added a $50 gift card to my account for I could make app purchases. I got a new iPhone 14 pro max, and purchased a $12 camera app on the AppStore. It came out of my gift card, but my mother also received a receipt for the $12 from her account as the account holder, and it did indeed come out of her back account.
I really don’t understand how this works. My mom is the account holder and underneath that is my brothers and I, and her parents all on the account. Any purchases made go to my mothers credit card, and there’s no way around that I looked up.. unless I used a gift card.
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2023.03.26 00:29 buzzkill007 Need thoughts on a book my mom wants to buy me

A little bit of background. I have been deconstructing and reconstructing for about 18 years now. For a while I have parked myself in the Progressive Christian camp, but lately that has been changing as I have been questioning and exploring how my evangelical upbringing might have contributed to my mental health problems (I have severe depression and anxiety). So these days I've been considering dropping the Christian label and just considering myself a "hopeful agnostic".
My parents, still very much in the evangelical world, know a bit of my struggles with faith. They know that I have moved away from their beliefs, but that I am still a Christian of some sort. They know that I'm liberal in my beliefs and politics. But I haven't talked to anyone about my current struggles, save my sister (who is no longer a Christian) and a few strangers on social media.
OK. Now that I've brought you up to speed. My mother texted me this evening to let me know about a book she was reading about that she thought I might be interested in. It's called Emotionally Free and is by Grant Mullen. She occasionally recommends books to me about dealing with depression and anxiety (usually from an evangelical perspective). She asked me to look it over and see if it was something that I would be interested in reading, and if so, she would buy it for me.
I've looked into it a bit. Read the info about the book on Amazon and read some reviews. From the description it sounds awful. The reviews are all glowing, but are all from people who are "believers" and are very biased. It does seem like a step up from the traditional "you just need to pray about it more" books that are typically published from Christians on mental health, by admitting that the church has not treated people who have mental illness well. But it still talks about things like "spiritual oppression" having a role in mental illness. And that's a real trigger for me.
It really doesn't look like I'm going to want to read this book. But I don't know what to say to my mom. She's offering it out of a place of love and concern. She's unaware of my current struggles, and I'm really not ready to discuss them with her (especially since I'm not even sure how this will all end). Any thoughts or advice are greatly appreciated!
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2023.03.26 00:28 Inorai [Remnants of Magic] Legion - 47.2

[Remnants of Magic] Legion - 47.2

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The Story: After a confusing encounter at a McDonald’s register turns violent, Jon is pulled into a magical bloodbath - and his only chance for survival lies with the pissed-off, perpetually-broke immortal working behind the counter.
Step by step, the fire’s light faded out, the grass beneath my feet shading to a muted purple-grey before vanishing into black. I let out a shaky breath, lifting my gaze. We’d claimed a bit of grassy field along the mostly-quiet highway, and Cailyn had marked out a line of branches right before the no-go zone. My steps slowed as I searched for it in the darkness. Wouldn’t do to cross it unawares. No, I’d…
I stopped. It was faint, but…glowing with the scraps of firelight that made it out here, I could just barely make out the shape of a man laying ahead of me, tucked in right before the boundary line.
Aedan raised himself up a hair, the light catching the angles of his face more clearly. “Jonny,” he said. “You finally come to realize the wonders of sleeping outside?” He patted the grass alongside him, dropping back to level again. “Let them blabber away the night on their own.”
I chuckled under my breath, ducking my chin. I couldn’t really place why I’d decided to come over and disturb Aedan, since he clearly didn’t want to be bothered with the rest of everyone, but…while I wasn’t enthused with the thought of joining in on Mason and Cailyn’s banter, that didn’t mean I wanted to sit entirely by my lonesome, either. Aedan was better than nothing.
So I eased myself to the ground with a groan of tired bones, finally flopping down to lie flat.
In the hazy darkness, I saw him glance over. “You good?”
“Yeah,” I mumbled. “It’s…fine. Everything is fine. I think.”
Aedan hesitated, his gaze flicking over me. “...Okay,” he said at last. “Well, if you want to rant a little, I’m not exactly going anywhere.”
I signed, drooping against the soft ground. “Maybe. It’s just-”
“But, uh.” When I stopped, Aedan chuckled, raising a hand to mock at grasping his chest. “Necklace on? We can kill two birds with one stone.”
Right. My out-of-control magic. I grimaced at the reminder of another problem I needed to fix, but there was no pretending. I was keeping a handle on things okay without my relic on, all things considered, but…well, it’d been a few hours between our arrival and now, and the itch spreading across my skin was starting to prickle more than was comfortable. I wanted my relic back. There was no way I’d argue with Aedan’s offer.
A bit of the tension ebbed away at the brush of my fingertips against the entwined rings. I closed my eyes for a moment, leaning back and soaking in the blissful relief. That…felt better.
But Aedan wouldn’t sit there patiently waiting for me forever, so I slipped the cord around my neck, putting the rings back under my shirt, and exhaled. “Okay,” I whispered, trying to remember everything I’d done before. Trying to remember the way it’d felt to take my magic and shove it away. My eyelids squeezed tighter as I pushed. “Is…Is it-”
“Not yet,” Aedan said. “Still casting.”
Shit. I forced myself to take a long, slow breath, refusing to let the anxiety build up anew. You don’t need your magic right now. This is just Aedan. We talk all the time.
Something inside of me loosened. I opened my eyes again. “I…I think-”
“Hey,” Aedan said, perking up. He raised his head enough to grin over at me, waggling an eyebrow. “Would ya look at that? We’ll make a halfway competent mage out of you yet.”
“Shut up,” I groaned, shaking my head. “So it’s working.”
“Well, it’s not working, more like.” When I made an irritated noise, he snorted. “Let me have my fun. You’re good now, so…What’s going on?”
I froze, the words right there on the tip of my tongue. The weight of it all hit my chest again. I grimaced. “It was Brendon,” I said, turning my eyes back to the stars. “He…just wanted to pass on an update about the enemy crews in the area. It’s all looking good, by the way. We should be clear for a while, unless they sniff us out and come looking.”
“Okay,” Aedan said. “So why d’you look like you’ve got a stick shoved straight up your ass?”
Eloquent as ever. I made a face. “But…he reminded me about my parents, too.”
“Wait, Daddy Christensen’s still in the picture?” Aedan said, glancing over again. “Shit, Jonny, I didn’t think-”
“They’re both still alive,” I said, shooting an irritated look his way. “And don’t start with any of that.” I shook my head, letting my eyes rise. “After Greenville happened…they thought I died. Me and Keira both. I couldn’t let them stay like that.”
“And they know about you?” Aedan said. “I know you said-”
“Yeah,” I said “I was just a kid when I got my relic. They both found out when stuff started turning weird with it. They just…didn’t really know what to make of it.”
“Fuckin’ lucky, the whole thing,” Aedan said. For once, though, he wasn’t smiling. “You were a demi who didn’t know shit about how we work. If you’d gone and made a public stink of this-”
“We’d probably have gotten killed by Carl, or Noah, or Anke,” I said heavily. “Yeah. I’ve put a lot of thought into that, y’know.”
“I bet you have.” The faintest snort curled at the words. I heard him sigh a moment later, though. “So you told them what happened?”
I grimaced. “...Yeah. They don’t understand. Not really. But I…I told them to hide out for a while. Get out of the line of fire, in case any of Noah’s cronies decided to make a bid for leadership.”
“Did they?”
“Don’t know, do I?” I retorted. “We-”
“Magic,” Aedan said.
My lips curled into a scowl—but I took a tighter grip on my magic, forcing it away again. “We left Greenville. First to Detroit, then to Anke’s place. I haven’t exactly kept up on the news back home, and…” I shook my head. “They’d moved out of Michigan long before I met you. They’re living down south now.”
“South enough to be out of the range of the war?” Aedan’s voice was quieter, but sharp. “Do you think-”
“Probably,” I mumbled. “I don’t think they should get sniffed out. Neither of them are demis. As far as I know, anyway. If my grandpa had another relic to give my dad, he definitely didn’t say anything about it.” He would’ve told me. I was pretty sure about that. And I could still remember their panic when I first showed signs of oddness. It hadn’t been imagined or invented.
“If neither of them are magic, then I really don’t think they’re going to get spotted.” Christ, now he sounded all gentle, which was somehow worse. “I mean, I know how that shit goes. You’re going to worry regardless, but, y’know. Don’t let it get to you.”
“I know.” I sniffed, wiping at my nose, and shook my head again. “Just…if Madis has all this knowledge like Anke says…he’s looking for me. Maybe he figured something out about my family. Maybe he-”
“Calm the fuck down,” Aedan said with a groan. “You’re making me tired just listening to you. Yeah, Madis is probably going to be…pretty interested in you.” He drooped. I glanced over in time to see his eyelids sag lower. “I…know that much about him. He loves oddities, and he loves old magic. That’s…why I…”
His voice dropped away. His Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed. “It’s why I had a deadline, once I realized Anke knew about you too,” he said.
“The kidnapping,” I said. “With Cathy.”
He hesitated, but nodded. “...Yeah. That was her warning to me. She was giving Madis the information he wanted.”
“And giving you one last chance at death before he got here.” It wasn’t a question. At the same time, though…it wasn’t an accusation either. Maybe it would’ve been at one point, but I was coming to understand them all a little better. And even if Anke wanted Aedan to stay around, she hadn’t wanted to arbitrarily deprive him of the very thing he’d spent an eternity hunting for. What a tangled web.
Aedan looked away. “I didn’t know what else to do,” he whispered. “I’m not strong enough to stand up to Madis. I don’t have a crew. I’ve never had any of that shit. If he wanted you…” Again, he swallowed. “What could I do? It was already done. Decided. All I could do was-”
“I know,” I said, turning my sights back to the stars glimmering overhead. “It…was a bad situation for everyone.”
“Yeah,” Aedan said, his voice hoarse. I saw his chest rise as he took a long, deep breath. “B-But. Point is. Yeah, he’s going to be interested in you. But he’s got no reason to think you’ve got parents around, right? That’s not exactly normal for most of you twerps.”
“I guess,” I said. I was pretty sure I’d been told something like that before—it just didn’t make me feel any better. “I just-”
“If you’re so worried about it, why don’t you ask Anke?” Aedan said. “I…can’t do much to help. But she can.”
“Anke?” I murmured, glancing back toward the fire. “That’s-”
My blood chilled as I caught sight of her watching Aedan and I sidelong, blue eyes glinting in the firelight. Before I could say a word the moment passed, and she was back to murmuring something that made Amber bust out into cackles.
“Y-Yeah,” I said, forcing myself to look back to Aedan. “I guess I could, but-”
“You’re slipping again,” Aedan says. “You’ve got to stay focused.”
“Shit,” I mumbled, licking my lips. One hand settled around my necklace. “Sorry.”
“Fuck, don’t apologize to me.”
When I was pretty sure that my relic lay cool and dormant again, I stretched out again, running my useless fingers through the grass. “I probably could,” I mumbled. “Just…I dunno. She’s already champing at the bit to get me locked down working for her, in one fashion or another. I just…I don’t know if handing her more leverage is a good idea. And…” I grimaced. “I don’t know what my family can really offer. They’re not magic. They couldn’t pull their weight.”
“Guess that makes sense,” Aedan said. From the corner of my eye, I saw him wrinkle his nose. “Still…I think you should ask her. She’d probably help them out if it meant getting a debt out of you.”
“You immortals and your debts,’ I groaned. The urge to roll my eyes grew stronger. “Is that all you think about?”
“It’s a constant through the years,” Aedan said, a chuckle under the words. “Not much else is.”
“...Okay, fair enough.” I fell quiet, unable to really argue with that. I wanted to, but…if it meant keeping my family safe, maybe the right thing to do was acknowledge that Aedan had a point. Sure, I might wind up owing Anke a favor, but when she already had me by the short hairs, how much did that really matter? If she wanted something from me, I didn’t exactly have a lot of room to argue.
So I shut my mouth, grimacing, and watched the stars.
That was enough, for a while. I’d been given a lot to think about, between my parents, and Madis, and the scene in that long-distant concrete cell. The worries were starting to purr along more quietly, at least. I could keep a handle on things. Ever so slightly, I smiled, letting my eyelids droop.
“U-Uh. So.”
Well, that wasn’t like Aedan. I raised my head a fraction of an inch, fixing a look on him. “What’s up?”
“You…You don’t have to answer if you don’t want. But, uh. I just thought-”
“Pretty sure we’re past being shy,” I said. “Just ask.”
He let his head fall backward, then nodded. “...Yeah. Guess you’re right.”
I waited. He took a long few moments, but finally, I heard him take a deep breath.
“There’s something going on with you, isn’t there?” he said softly. “Back there in base. I…I don’t know what, but…Your woman wouldn’t bite my head off for nothing, and…sometimes, you…you seem like-”
“Ah,” I mumbled, and bobbed my head. My pulse quickened. I really didn’t want to talk about this—but he deserved to know. If nothing else, it wasn’t fair to let him keep putting his foot in his mouth over stuff he didn’t know.
So I sighed, planting one hand against the grass, and pushed myself to a sitting position.
His eyes snapped to me. “Jon?”
“I…didn’t tell you before.” I shook my head, laying my hands in my lap, and clasped them together as tightly as I could. All I got was a twinge of pain, but I saw his gaze drop to follow the motion. His brows furrowed, and I smiled faintly. “You…did a fair bit of damage to my hands, back then. And they didn’t react well to it.”
Slowly, Aedan pushed himself up alongside me, his eyes dark. “Wait, so-”
“I’m fine,” I said. One finger at a time, I unwound my hands from each other, then turned them palm up, letting the scars catch the light from the campfire. “But…I’m still dealing with these, a little.”
Aedan whispered something in Irish under his breath, the corners of his eyes creasing in consternation as he took my hands in his. And it actually came through in Irish, so…well, I’d take that as a win, however small. His thumbs traced over the thick ribbon of silvered flesh. “But…Anke has healers. She could fix this. So why the fuck didn’t she-”
“They tried,” I said. I didn’t try to pull away, even if the numb, hollow sensation against my skin sent prickles down my spine. I grimaced. “It’s…look. There’s not really a nice way to say this, and all that. Just…it’s okay, but…”
I looked away, unable to hold Aedan’s gaze. “You didn’t exactly do much to keep my hands from getting fucked up, after you sliced me open,” I mumbled. “So…they got infected. Really infected. And then I got thrown out into the forest and left to sit there, and…well, it got worse.”
“Jonny,” Aedan whispered. His hands slipped free of mine at least, and I saw him draw back ever so slightly. “I didn’t think-”
“I know,” I said. “You…really didn’t plan on needing my hands to be healthy.” I shook my head, clasping my hands again, and flexed the fingers against each other. “Hannah put me back together again, once they found me. She patched me up, but…it caused a lot of scarring when she did. Anke’s healers are good. They’re not miracle workers.”
“And that’s why you don’t have a gun.” His words were leaden, little more than a murmur. “Is that it?”
I chuckled. “Pretty much.” Extending one hand again, I curled my fingers—and watched, mute, as they twitched, the torn skin of my palm dancing with the exposed tendons beneath. “I don’t have a ton of mobility with them anymore, and if I’m too reckless with what I try and grab, it hurts. Can’t feel much with them, normally.” I shrugged. “But I can get by fine. With most things it’s just a matter of bracing and squeezing at the right spots. I don’t need a ton of finesse to dial my phone or use a fork. It’s tough sometimes, but if I drop it, no big deal. Keeping control of a gun? That’s…a bit different.”
Aedan nodded, but his eyes were still downcast. “There’s got to be something she can do.”
“Maybe,” I said with a sigh, letting my hands fall again. “Maybe when all of this is over, she can help me with that.” And I’ll wind up even further in debt to her. I grimaced. “But…right now, this is fine.”
Aedan shook his head slowly. “Jonny, I-”
“If anyone’s to blame, it’s Madis,” I said quietly. “It’s because of him I got stranded out there to rot. You were coming back for me. Right?”
A long silence—and then Aedan nodded. “Yeah.”
“See?” I said. I flopped back to the grass, letting my hands fall into the black. I couldn’t feel everything, but the sensation of the coolness enveloping me was a little slice of bliss. “His fault. Not yours.”
“Don’t try and blame yourself for everything,” I said, more softly still. “You fucked up. But this wasn’t all you.”
He sat there frozen, eyes down. Finally, he nodded. “Thanks,” he whispered.
All I could do was smile grimly, letting my weariness simmer higher. I was too damn tired for this mess—and yet, I found I felt a bit better, after laying it all out. It was one less thing I had to worry about, now. Another step forward.
Maybe someday, we could put all this behind us and just be normal again.
Until then, I closed my eyes, leaning into the soft grass, and let the sound of my friends’ distant laughter pull me under.
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2023.03.26 00:28 UniversalGalaxy2 Looking for Genesect for Pokédex entry

Hello I’m just looking for a Genesect to fill up my Pokédex so I have a 100% completed Pokédex. A simple trade and trade back if someone has a Genesect would be amazing!
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2023.03.26 00:28 Gallicepticum Me (24F) and SO (24M) mother has aggressive cancer with poor prognosis and I don't know how to help our relationship

Hi everyone. I'm going to write a lot because I felt like I needed an outlet for my voice so please bear with me. I realized how much I was writing so I decided it might be smarter to write here first what advice I'm seeking. I wanted to just see if anyone else had situations like mine and what you did to help your SO heal but also how you healed yourself without having your SO there for you 100% (9 years together you can assume that whenever there's a problem we run to each other to rant and always give 100% support to each other). Please feel free to read as much as you can below:
My boyfriend and I have been together for 9 years and have known each other since we were 10. We are both pursing doctorate degrees and I have 2 years left and then a 2 year residency. I guess our background would be that we started dating in high school and have grown together as individuals as well as grown together as a couple. We have talked about marriage and it's come to both our understandings that eventually when I finished my doctorate and he finishes his, and then we have stable incomes, we would like to get married. We do talk about our future together and joke about how our children if they get my personality will be a headache and a menace, so a future together is something we want but both agree that there's no point in a marriage if you cant support each other financially.
It's been a turmoil of events but a summary is that his mother went to her PCP Doctor and after an initial diagnostic x-ray, the doctor found that she did have a malignancy and to follow up with an oncologist a week later. A week later, we were still hopeful and his mother took an MRI to confirm staging of the cancer. My boyfriend was especially more hopeful because he had thought they had caught it early but a few days ago the new x-rays revealed that the lung cancer had metastasized to her spinal cord and her brain, making the definitive diagnosis stage 4 and inoperable. The part that is the worse is that she never smoked never drank alcohol and this was the outcome.
Throughout the weeks when my SO was taking his mother for scans and appointments, I knew to take a step back and let him breath and process things. I only check in with him to see how he feels and never push to meet him but I do tell him that it's an option on the table if he ever needed me. A few days ago when they found out about the brain metastasis, my boyfriend already knew what it meant and was already preparing for the worse. I made sure to let him know that I was there and turned on my sound notification for his messages only so that I could drop everything and be there for him (I sleep early and have a tendency to turn everything off.
I have experienced loss before when I was younger, but what I never experienced or was prepared for, was being on the other end and being someone else's rock when your breaking too. Because I knew from the beginning and only his parents and brother were aware of the situation, I had no one to talk to for the last few weeks. I finally understand what other reddit forums have been saying about you giving 90% and he can't give that 10%, because he's breaking too while trying to be his parents rock.
He will keep me updated on the situation every few hours but at night he breaks down when everyone is in bed and then confides in me emotionally. Its also hard because we have different sleeping schedules and I have to wake up at 5:30 for clinics (but I'm okay with the late night phone calls because I know it helps but still, sleep is nice). It's a lot to handle when you're breaking too and I caught myself today when I felt some resentment because I was never once asked how I was feeling throughout this whole situation by him.
I guess everything caught up to me and all my emotions came out finally. I confided in two close friends finally and felt better but still felt shitty. I decided to go to therapy because I realized I too need a rock (normally my SO is my rock) to get through everything right now. What I'm feeling is just helplessness because I know how much my SO is hurting and I can't be there for him physically because I want to give his family space. His family only recently told some other family members and I feel like an outsider looking in. I want to help and be there for them all but can't because they're all grieving differently.
It's hard to accept a sudden change when your no longer the priority and I don't want to resent my SO because of my feelings only. Thus, I decided on therapy and to keep sane until my appointment next week, I wanted to finally tell someone my story with no judgement and come here to reddit.
I don't know if anything I even said made any sense but it did feel nice to finally get everything out when I'm so used to running to my SO to tell him everything. And that's the hardest bullet to bite right now, that I no longer have my rock and I know that things will never go back to normal because we're no longer the same people we were a few weeks ago.
I'll will forever love him and we'll get through this somehow, but it's hard to talk about this with him when he's already going through so much. The least I can do at this moment for the both of us is to talk to my friends and a therapist, so that my emotions don't add onto his.
Thanks for reading all of this and helping me cope with the overwhelming feelings of feeling alone (but not truly alone) and the helplessness of everything happening right now.
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2023.03.26 00:28 nanookulele Anyone know how to remove this Pinlock pin from the visor? Nolan N87

Anyone know how to remove this Pinlock pin from the visor? Nolan N87
It's not a three-piece pin and it's too big to pop through the hole like the one-piece. It doesn't look like any of the pins that a Google search brings up. Fortnine sent me a blue visor because they couldn't get any replacement pins and were out of clear.
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2023.03.26 00:28 SteeloC15 Identification Request - super small red bugs on windowsill.

Was going to open and clean the windows for the first time this spring when I saw these. They are so tiny I thought they were dirt and started to vacuum them up before I saw some were moving. Hard to get a good photo since they are so tiny, but hope these work. Up close they look red, but it's hard to tell from the photos.
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2023.03.26 00:28 Key-Syllabub-4492 I (22F) think my long distance boyfriend (22NB) is going to break up

(22 F) and my bf (22NB) have been in a relationship for roughly 2 years. He lives in California and I live in lowa. The problem arises with communication. I love my boyfriend dearly and I would do just about anything to make him smile. Although recently, the communication has been an issue because neither of us have really had much energy or social battery to do much of any communication and i hate that. I hate that we don't have that spark we used to but if he did decide to call it quits, I wouldn't be upset. The distance really is a rough thing to navigate with an LDR so I understand completely. I still care about him and want him to be happy whether I'm the person making that happen or not. I guess the advice I'm looking for is if he does call it quits and say in tbe future i got into another LDR, what is a way to better communicate and make things work? TL DR: I think my long distance boyfriend is going to break up with me and I'm not that upset about it.
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2023.03.26 00:27 jtwildwest 12 Days Post-op - Is this normal recovery so far? (Tw: scabs, dry blood)

Hey y'all! I don't know I know I remember seeing a recent post how recovery is linear and basically everyone's journey is different. And I know I shouldn't compare my results so far with other people. Kind of hard to. But I'm wondering if mine is a "normal" recovery? Cause I've been seeing so many people who are a couple days even before my post op like day 6 or 9 or so and their recovery results so far look so clean! As in no scabs or dealing with the tape still on. Even their nipples look clean and not as scabbed as mine. (Though I remember my surgeon mentioning mine could scab up and all since pre-op my nipples were kind of on the darker side than light) And then there's me with still dark red scabs going on and still have my strips with dry blood. Mine doesn't look as... "Clean." And maybe I'm overthinking and that's just based on each doc in keeping tape on their patients or letting them remove it/able to shower.
I still don't have the clean until my third week to shower and my tape stays on until they fall apart in their own which in letting them be for now. I don't wanna pull them off and mess with them forcefully.
TLDR Anyway, was just wondering if maybe other people out there had a similar post op recovery like me where they still are dealing with scabs or like... Not as "clean" as my own. Happy and speedy recovery to those going through it!!
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2023.03.26 00:27 Aceyleafeo The truth about deposits

So I see a lot of posts talking about people sending deposits in advance to others, only to get ghosted and blocked the very next second. Here’s a few things I look out for and do.
From a buyers perspective: I rarely ever give deposits. Specially on pricey things. Here’s a few dead give away from scammers
• they say that you MUST put a deposit to hold your item even if your coming to pick up today.
•the address they give you is fake
• they say they will ship or mail you the item with a carrier and the carrier will contact you.
• they keep pushing off from face timing you with the item. And only send videos and pictures.
From a sellers point of view:
Sometimes the seller can get scammed as well. I actually encountered a few times personally. So read the following to see the sellers point of view.
Personally I mainly sell puppies and kittens cause I’m a breeder. And the only time I ask for a deposit is in 2 situations.
  1. the buyer request to put a deposit down to secure his puppy or kitten. Sometimes they will come or face time me and see a pup. They will then put a deposit down and pick up on a later day. I always make it clear that if they don’t contact me 1 week after the pick up date or if they change their mind then the deposit is void.
  2. They ask me to deliver. I always have them pay me the delivery fee in advance. I only deliver personally to where I can drive to. I don’t ship anything I sell. I always ask for the delivery fee first and the rest in cash later. Prior to delivery. face time and more is all available.
•if the buyer ask for personal information to send a deposit to the seller such as birthday, passport etc. Then you should know it’s a scam. Buyer shouldn’t ask for anything except your email in regards to your deposit info.
• if the buyer ask you to ship something and that he or she will provide the shipping carrier. You know it’s a scam.
Hope these tips help.
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2023.03.26 00:27 s7a4s98 nema 14-50 outlet smoking while charging

Hey all,
So I had a family contractor install the necessities to use my tesla mobile charger with the 14-50 adapter.
Over the course of a year everything was ok then I started getting notifications here and there that the charger would disconnect due to the temp in the outlet being hot.
Asked the guy about it and he said everything was fine as long as it kept charging.
Last week during while it was raining, I attempted to charge, didn’t give any notification but I smelled smoke. Looked at the charger and it was fuming. Ran to disconnect the breaker.
So the purpose of this is to get a feed back of what went wrong specifically and to confirm the proper method.
Here are the pictures:
Outlet looks to be a Nema 14-50R. The guy mentioned he used a 8 GA wire and I see from the panel he also used a 60A breaker.
Run is 30 feet underneath the house, charger itself is outdoors.
With my brief research I know a 8 ga isn’t rated for a 60A breaker. I’m assuming this led for the outlet and breaker to overheat the wire and cause that burnout.
  1. My confusion is that the mobile charger is suppose to pull only 32A, and an 8ga wire can handle up to 55A. So how would this happen?
  2. Proper way from what I’ve read is using a 50A breaker, 6Ga wire, 14-50 outlet, to accommodate for different temp and possible future proofing. Is this correct?
  3. Any protections needed for the wire/ outlet? I know for certain wires there needs to be conduits and others don’t require such. Waterproofing for the outlet i read is necessary
Thank you for your help!
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2023.03.26 00:27 cimma Some guidance/support please

Hello all,
I am post break-up since November and no contact since January. I feel like it's gotten only worse since no contact I enforced.
For context, in November my partner told me that while they "loved me, they weren't in love with me." Upon asking what the factors that caused the break, I was given that I was perfect, considerate of my ex's numerous boundaries, and that things were fine. Her words before she left were her "desperately" needing me in her life. It was nothing but confusion since there nothing I could base the break up on. During the contact trying to be friends, she gave severe mixed signals in which her family, best friend, and my friends have labeled it as manic/not sure what she is doing/etc. All the individuals still reaching out to this day wishing to maintain a friendship. We were planning a wedding this past summer and I was actively looking for rings.
I went full no contact when I began to clean out the rest of her stuff and found a journal. This journal began to state how she was worried what everyone else would think and that they would have recommended she communicate her issues, that she felt unhappy and stuck. Using a Phoenix analogy about how her happiness would rise up. This felt like a knife when her feelings of stuck felt like protection with a depiction of our relationship below.
We were together 5 years, living together for 2. We began living together as she was feeling stuck at home (she also had stuck feelings with her work). During this time she had a lot of boundaries due to past trauma, needing a very slow pace and support. Once we began living together, she hardly did anything besides the occasional trip to target for things we needed around the house. I cleaned, took care of animals, cooked, and initiated any sort of intimacy or plans that involved leaving the house. She on the other hand only wanted to play video games and watch YouTube. She would sit in the same spot before and after work until bed. When trying to communicate these issues of one sidedness, I got a "out of spoons and exhausted" reasoning. She often said she was waiting for the other foot to drop or that she could be more help around the house if I had more income to allow it.
To this day, her family informed me that she has continued the same behaviors. I set a boundary regarding not to speak about her for my own sanity. I've been following my therapist's guidance and attended CoDA meetings but I'm afraid it's not very beneficial with only 2 members (an old couple, who attached to me due to their issues)
Even with all this above, I desperately want to reach out and attempt to atleast communicate since she and I were planning a wedding and were very excited for our future regardless.. I just don't know when?
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2023.03.26 00:27 veggiesforlife-621 Sitting here crying and I don't even know why

Somehow I went from regular periods until January, to confirmed (FSH) menopause in March. It happened so suddenly. My hair is turning grey overnight, I can't lose a single pound, I feel frumpy AF, and I'm now suddenly crying and I don't even know why. Second time this week to just break out into tears and feel like my life is over. I thought I'd have time to ease into menopause, with some missed periods and other symptoms, but no. Here I am. I can't even imagine what my (super sweet & supportive) husband is thinking. It has to hit him too that his "looked pretty good" at 50, now at 52 looks 72 wife is an old lady.
Ugh. I know it's time to grab my big girl panties and suck it up. But have any of you ever felt this way and if so how did you deal with it?
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